My Eyes fucking work

I see color!
I feel heat on my skin
from a nuclear reaction
8 light seconds away
My body is not in pain

I am fucking alive
I swear it
My glasgow coma scale
reading is 15

I am not dead
My head turns to sounds
without me thinking about it
I can feel the teeth in my mouth

My tongue is like the head of a warm flat worm
I see my muscle twitch without me doing anything
I see other people around me
They are alive

I see plastic and wood
I see fabric
I see men and women
I am inhibited to touch women

I am inhibited from walking off
from smashing my fucking chair
though the glass window
From killing the man opposite me

I am an animal tamed
by society
by my parents
by choice

When I work out in the gym
I can be more animalistic
grunting with effort
testing motor patterns

I have bones in my flesh
A brain in my skull
But do my eyes really see?
How much to I perceive?

Dear friends, I fear that I perceive
Only that what is necessary for my survival
I do not see parallel universes
I do not see ghosts

I do not see auras
I do not see and feel
That which is out there
When language breaks down

I am stevie wonder
I am oscar pistorius
I am steven hawking
I am the me I am